THURSDAY:
was eating in mcdo. saw a tweet. Charice saying she'll be here a day after. So I gave away my crispy chicken burger because I was shocked

Okay. So Friday was the schedule of the Arrival of Charice here in Bacolod.
It was our Araw ng Lahi Day so we had Activities.
6:02 AM Carl (her brother) texted me saying they we're already here.
My Tita who also came from Manila was with the same plane they rode.
So Yeah they got a pic, early in the morning I got jealous already

Today was also the day of our "Misa ng Bayan" I was part of the choir so I had to stop texting for awhile. LUNCH BREAK.
I Left school. Even though I know i'd be marked absent. BECAUSE. Carl said he'll go to SM City to buy something. So I decided to go there alone. I ate my lunch in McDonald's and was still texting him.
They we're on the Madrigal's Studio of Performing Arts. You know the kids who won during the WCOPA Competition. So I still waited. Good thing my iTouch was with me and there was free wi-fi in SM. I was just online all afternoon. 'til I got tired of using it. I went to Netopia and just chatted with the chasters for 1 hour. Minutes passed I looked at the outside and saw a boy who actually has the same height Carl has. He was with another guy. Might be an Uncle?
I Don't know but Carl says they weren't there yet. After the 1 hour I just went around the mall until he texted saying they wont go to SM anymore. There. There my heart exploded.

I told him I just like wasted my time. But all he said was. "I DON'T CARE" or "WE DON'T CARE"
pfft. yeah it's because he's still mad at me.
He said to me they'll be going to Cebu. But again. He Lied. -_-
Saturday Night They We're on the City Hall. Thanks to my Dad for the Updates.

You know guys. I know i'm not the reason why they went here. But it's just. I got hurt.
of what Carl said. I DONT CARE
All I just wanted was to see his sister but he won't even allow me.
I don't also know how Cha would feel if she knows that I waited so long for them.
Without her brother saying to her that I was waiting for them on that particular place.

help me feel comforted guys..

Dont take seriously about what Carl had texted you. He is still a kid!

In the first place, was it really Carl? Maybe they changed cellphones.

Maybe next time, in a golden opportunity like this one, dont text, call Carl directly.

I understand how you feel. You spend alot of effort just to be able to see Charice just like the first time when you were with her in the hotel before. But dont be sad, there will always be a next time so they say.

Another thing is I just thought you made an error in making Carl feel guilty. He never told you anyway to be there in the first place.

I wil give you an unsolicited advice.

You know, if I am at your age, I will probably regularly ( say weekly then everyday until he becomes comfortable talking with you) communicate with Carl in all the communicating medium available and befriend him and try to be close to him without being misunderstood. I know its easier said than done . Maybe one day, you will tag along with Charice together with her mother and brother Carl in all her local performances.
Dont be too anxious to do this, treat it as like planting a seed and there will come a time for harvest time.

You are lucky because, among the millions of Charice fans, you have a direct access to information where Charice is.

Again if I am in your place, I will take full advantage of the present situation. I wil befriend Carl.

BTW, the 5 hours that you wasted is nothing compared to more than 5 hours I spend everyday
just to lurk here at charicediva and youtube looking for new info about Charice. There could be millions out there more delusional than me who could not find enough sleep anymore.

Cheer up Girl! COunt your blessings!

Come on! I i wll give you a hug!

boys his age always say things they don't mean. unfortunately, you'll need a lot of patience and understanding when you're dealing with the opposite sex, especially at your age. however, try to take comfort with the fact that nothing in this world is permanent. in a short amount of time, i'm pretty sure boys will be the ones texting you and waiting for you at mcdo. life will be a lot more fun and a lot more exciting especially for someone as sweet, nice, and beautiful as you. and for a sweet little payback, let those you like treat you to a few of charice's concerts.

Try not to take it too personally, Nicole. Maybe he's got a sarcastic sense of humor and doesn't really mean anything by it.

And sorry you didn't get a chance to see them. Their schedule probably kept fluctuating with all those important people wanting to meet Charice. And with their limited time in Bacolod, well something's gotta give.

Oh i hate you guys you made me cry
lol just kidding...
yeah I understand. That's really how he is. Maybe because of all the games he played on their gadgets.

Maybe I just got really excited for it. So I was like in a hurry. Good thing this morning my adviser didn't mention my name on those who weren't present on the afternoon class of friday.

He's joking.. right? i dont know..

Nicole, I still consider you very lucky. Hey, you got a text from Charice and you already got a chance to be with her not too long ago. There is always next time.

I'm waiting for mine- not next, but first.

I'll be waiting for another 5 years